Carl has just gone to Wolverhampton to get all of his stuff packed and in the van, to bring over here. I promised to stay here and tidy up so we can make some room for his things, and don't get me wrong I will, but after speaking to Molly I am realising what a big deal this is. I'm not foolish, and I try not to think too far ahead and throw words like 'always and forever' around, but that doesn't take away that this is huge, in my eyes.
I have no idea what the future holds, andI don't want to know. I can't imagine myself with anyone else but Carl, however if thats not how it ends up I want to look back on this day and remember how much I love him. I have never been so excited, scared, nervous, thrilled, or relieved in my life.
And I have never felt so much at home.
Thursday, 29 October 2009
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